sorry lili :(

as much as i want to attend your graduation, as much as i want to fly for my 21st.. it's time to accept reality.

i'm sorry dat at de end of de day... i still couldnt attend your graduation. booo!

i know my parents dont allow me to go alone and i am not going to psycho them anymore cos my course fees are due very soon.. and it's gonna cost a huge bomb. financial situation in de family aint going v strong.. so instead of using de money for de trip, i think i shld use it to pay for my fees if needed. though i know they wun be needing my money, i will feel bad la.. if i were to spend de money on a holiday. guiltyx1.

also... i need to work double hard for my modules. guiltyx2.

but den hor.. if can be.. raq and i will try to visit you nx year or something. when raq has no exams and i've cleared my modules. cos mama will let me go if there's company!

sigh. now there's nth to look forward to. BOOOOOOO!!!


i hope things are good on your side!! talk to you soon. (: huggs.