i just got back from SGH.

de poor boy just had an 5hr operation, including observation time and all. :(

i wanted to surprise him as usual. heh and i guess i succeeded this time round.

this stupid boy told me de wrong block. i was wondering if de block was wrong or de ward was wrong. but i didnt want to call him cos it was supposed to be a surprise!

wad's w de surprise and me?! LOL.

anw even if i were to call him, he wun be able to pick up de call cos he's in de op.

so i followed my instinct!

but i didnt know he was in de op when i went cos he only told me it's either tonight or tmr. and den i saw neo papa.. so my instinct was right! heh

de waiting time was so long. dat few hrs felt like centuries.

i talked on de phone. i sent sms-es. i wrote a card. i fell aslp for awhile.

thank you lili for calling. you gave me strength. (:

i only got to see him for half an hr but i'm glad i went.

putting myself in his shoes, i will definitely be v happy to see him after my op.

now i can sleep better and i cant wait to see him again tmr!

you know... de moment i saw him.. i wanted to cry again. ahhhhssssssssssss

but i cant.. cos neo parents were there. pouts.

this time i know wad de tears are for.

心疼.. 真的好心疼。

i wanted to stay w him but i have work in de morning.

i gave him de card before i left. (:

现在我什么都不想做，只想陪在你身边。