you.

i bet you dont know i'm unhappy. it probably doesnt even bother you anymore. it's been happening time and time again, from neglect to upset to i'm-used-to-it until now.. i'm getting unhappy again. de immunisation is losing its effect. i'm not even putting in dat much efforts as before anymore. cant you feel?? are you still human? or it doesnt bother you because you are enjoying yourself. but HELLO!! i'm not a spare tyre! nor am i a substitute. you dont just look for me when u're bored, when no one's entertaining you!

words dont mean anything alright? your action tells it all. i seriously need to give this a second thought. i know i'm not good either. reflectionssssss!!!

only you understand.

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on a happier note,

not only did i see you, you and you on saturday.. i bumped into raquel at city hall when she's going to work and i'm heading to buona vista! then i managed to catch jizmine at temasek hall before she left.. though she couldnt recognise me initially. her excuse was she thought i'll only be there at 6pm but it was 5.53pm already wad, almost 6pm. *arbish!! and also, i got to catch up a lil w my one&only linda dotti toooooo!! where's stace hubby?? then i stayed till ard 1am. definitely quality time spent together w you. havn do that for sosososo long. miss. (: but i think next will be after my pprs.