self-proclaimed last paper today.

why is it self-proclaimed? cos officially, my last ppr is tmr but i am not going for sociology. i know there's really no point in me going cos i definitely cant squeeze out anything.. i have zero knowledge of sociology. at least for econs and ibm, i did touch a lil here and there during de whole course of study since august.

it's quite disheartening to hear friends saying.. if i fail more than 2papers, i'll quit school. if i fail maths, i'll quit sch. maths is my best sub and if i cant even pass maths.. how can i clear other subjects dat i'd nv touched before.

dat is sososo true. sigh.

i had my maths paper yesterday. i was expecting myself to get high grades but after doing de paper, i was totally demoralised. i know i definitely can pass but passing is not enough, at least for myself. it's maths know? it's my best and favourite! and if i cant even do well for it.. den de rest will be shiat.

then it's stats today. half of my friends who are supposed to take de paper skipped it. i went cos i'm quite prepared for it i'd say. however, after taking de paper.. i'm not even sure if i can pass it not. sigh sigh sigh.

why are de papers all so tough?! to pass, i just need to get a mere 34 over a hundred yet it seems so far to reach.

de past week and more had been hard. it was really suffocating.. other than eating, sleeping, working and a lil of teevee here and there.. i had been mugging at woodlands library, jurong library, mcdonalds, even at de clinic (my workplace). i can only blame myself for procrastinating and now i have to work triple hard given de lil amt of time left w de mountain of work to catch up.

no matter wad, i'm just so glad dat i can take a short break for a lil while! going for a movie to relax myself w ferneo in de evening and it's back to mugging again. BOOOO!

and my papa came to fetch me from sch today!!!!! de last time was swiss days. dat's so long ago.. how i miss being a small girl. then papa will come and fetch me everyday. hahaha..

convo bet my sis and i.
sis: jie, ni xiao4 shen me?
me: me? wo xiao4 tiger loh.
sis: -.- i'm asking wad are you laughing at.


all of us and she.. who is so madly in love w bermelon man. you can tell from de colours of her outfit and how she made all of us take a picture w bermelon. LOL.



thank you lili. (:

with lili back in aussie.. it suddenly dawned on me dat it's another year. no more time to waste.. i'm getting old. you too. haha.. but anyhows i hope everything is going well for all of you. even if it's not, remember de rainbow after de rain. spend everyday like it's your last.. never put off until tmr wad you can do today.