it isnt easy.. really.. it does gets v tiring, especially de mind. i do need hibernation but it's so hard. maybe it's just me.. me who cant let go and dun bother abt everything. it's probably priorities. dun worry peeps.. nth bad happened. i've been good.. just reflecting perhaps.

these.. made me become more decisive. it's a good thing afterall. i just wish i have more time for everything but it's not possible, i know.

i typed a lot.. then i backspace-d. cos words.. they are such powerful killing weapon when not used properly so i'd rather not use at all.

no matter wad, i'm glad i have ferneo to fall back on all de time. i'm not taking you for granted.. not taking everything as li suo dang ran. am just glad knowing i have someone to depend on in tough times. there were so many times you were de cause of them.. we've come a long and rough way.. and along de way, we've changed to be where we are now. now.. where i feel bliss. (: another big hurdle is coming up soon.. i hope we can overcome it together.

to maintain a relationship definitely takes more than just 2 hands to clap. be it family or friends or the other half.

thanks for coming down to my workplace yesterday raq. and for helping me vacumn de place! heh.. enjoyed myself. didnt get to talk to you much this morning though.. hope to hear you again soon!! and thanks jun too.. i had a good laugh and i couldnt stop myself from teasingggg you!! hahaha hope u dun mind. :p lets record my new song nx time!

i went to de gym twice this week so far! and i joggeddddd too!! doubt i'll be going again this week though heh.. definitely feel more recharged. you guys shld go too.. you may say u're too busy but all de more you shld exercise when u're busy. and i've always believed there's no such thing as i'm not free.. it's a matter of whether you want to take time out to do it or not. bleahs. sweat it out cos it really clears ur mind and empty your-abt-to-spill-anytime-pail. not dat i have but yea.. hahaa..

i love my family. (: