easily pissed days.

i finally get to watch my hanakimi. this is de first time it came out on sunday and i only caught it on thursday.

in de past, no matter how busy or tired i am.. how late i got home.. i'll definitely catch hanakimi even if dat means not getting to slp! cos dat's de only thing dat i can always have a good laugh at.. de only pure and innocent place out of this evil yet real world.

but this whole week.. no matter wad i do, i just want to sleep. i get exhausted easily. i get pissed easily. i get irritated easily. i get angry easily. i get moody easily. i get high easily. i get unreasonable easily.

why isnt there a 'i get happy easily.'?!

i had been going to bed at 10ish latest 11ish and getting up at 6ish.. feeling drained in de evening. i guess it's de period. hoho pushed de blame away easily. sigh. it's just me. de *toot**toot* seeks.

i wish i can stay in bed till afternoooooonnnn... until de sun's shining brightly on my ass. i wish i can get up naturally.. w/o alarms. but not at 4ish 5ish in de morning. -.-

WHEN CAN I STOP WORKING?!

i dun remember how it feels like to not hafta work. even though it's good cos waking up early.. makes me feel dat i had a longer and fulfilling day.

so please.. try not to ask me out. unless it's to exercise.. maybe i'd consider. otherwise, i want to hibernate. i want to stay in my cosy home. stay clear of my comfort zone.

this is just a rubbish post.. in hope dat i'd feel better after clicking 'publish'.

aunty, pls dun comeeeeee so soooooooonn!! wait until after cnyyy!!!