am i hard to pls or you didnt try hard enough?

i guess most of you would definitely agree w de former. sigh.

yes, i'm just such an unreasonable person.

i've changed. changed to someone who cant and dont tolerate anything.. wad's worse is dat i get unhappy at de slightest and smallest thingy. so unlike de old me.

but it's been like wad.. three years? and dont you know i wun be free on de first 2days? even if i am free, my parents are not. okay, you probably dont know. you said you asked.. yes you did. but wad did you do? you didnt bother to do any follow up even though i kept asking. so you cant see wad you did wrong? and i know actually you didnt want to come.. but cos you have to so you asked. wad abt me?! it's a form of respect for your parents. you know u're going to your friends' place to bai nian today then why cant you make ours an earlier thingy?

why do you always like to not reply my msgs? and i thought you improved. i shld probably accept dat u're Mr MIA for good. pls do not have any expectations for me anymore. cos i know i'll disappoint you since a long while ago.

i really hate this. and i so want to hate you too cos you made me dread cny every year. but hating someone or something is too much for me to bear... T.T

ignore me. i'm just such a jackass irritating biatch.