declaration.

i am officially in a very unstable mood these days.. due to some sudden family traumatising shocking news and other miscellaneous stuff piling up..

my heart is sinking.. de will to live isnt exactly strong.

i am physically ard but my mind is elsewhere, dreaming... finding it hard to conc on things i need to do. probably only at de sort of family gathering session dat i felt slightly better.. but i believe no one wants to gather in this way.

i'll recover soon though.. dun i always do? cos all these are part and parcel of growing up, i supposed.

meanwhile, let me be depressed... and live in my own world dat is falling apart.