once again...

i've got an off on my supposedly working day and i had to get up early as usual. had a hard time trying to pull myself outta bed.. had thoughts of not going for de orientation.. but dat would defeat de purpose of my off.

orientation didnt turn out dat bad though de ultimate reason of majority turning up for de day wasnt met - de study materials which shld be given out to us didnt arrive on schedule. other that dat, they shld really improve on de planning of time for de groups' games stations and not made us climbed up 4 lvls.. then brought us down and asked us to go up again. it reminded me of how unfit i am. made a couple of new friends.. wonder if i'll remember them when i see them again. ruizhen was so actively making friends, trying to find ppl she can go lectures with. haha.. signed up for freshmen orientation camp. i wanted to go for 2 more camps nx week but they clashes w jasmine's and clashes w each other as well. so cant go.. hafta work. stupid work. sch shall be my top priority when it starts. (:

i dun know whether to join a cca or not.. i thought i want to lead a boring life and just study study study while working part-time.. but certain ccas do reflect well on de resumes and definitely something i had nv done before. i so regret not being more active in de past. ironically, my grades are like sh*t when i have all de time to myself. lols. my schooling life had been ultra boring... so now dat i'm in.. shldnt i make full use of de last chance in school as a full-timer? o.O

havn been feeling v good cos of something.. something cos of somebody. even while i'm typing this entry, i can feel de heavy load. i had been trying not to take it to heart.. trying to treat it as nothing since i think it doesnt really bother dat person but i cant help feeling negative.

when things meant nothing to you, they may matter a lot for another.

*edited
i came home straight after de orientation and i took a nap. my parents were so rowdy when they were back and woke me.. then i was half awake half slping. i knew they would be surprised to find me home so early. and indeed they did. my mom came into de room.. 'waa why jiejie so early come back? sick?' i'm a pig la so couldnt respond or react. and de nx thing was.. i felt her hand on my forehead... how swwweeeett. (:

i have a sweeeett bro too.
de other day.. i had to submit my uol application fee but i couldnt make it on any of de days cos i had to work. thankfully, i got my bro to help. i thought he would be driving cos it'd be more convenient. but later on, i found out he took a bus there and explored de area.. and de thing is he didnt even know wad was he supposed to do w my stuff yet he just went! so niceee. thank you, bro!