make me smile today...

it's a v easy task.

ppl always say it's de thought dat counts. i dun believe in dat.. cos actions speak louder than words.

had a good night of rest and i'm not so tired now... hmmm..

i shld be glad it's my him..
cos he nv gets angry at me, no matter wad i do and whether he likes it not..
he is always v patient w me.. even when i give him attitude. =x
and at least he bothers to do smth everytime de cycle happens.. even though it will be back to normal after dat.. dat's why there's de vicious cycle. (at least de r/s wun be boring right? lols.)
he doesnt blame me for all my missy tantrums..
i know he loves me.. though there're times i really wonder if he still loves me. it's just de difference bet de way he loves and de way i love...
he knows dat he needs to put in effort though he doesnt really do it..
he bothers to coax me when i'm upset..
he watches out for me..
he calls me more than i call him..
i have this someone to lean on in bad times..
and we are both lazy.
i guess.. he's de only one in this world who can tolerate all my nonsense and ridiculously unexpected explosion of tantrums anytime but of cos not anywhere.. and still, loves me wholeheartedly.

if we had met earlier.. would we have fall in love w each other?